Today in my quiet time was thinking. Remember that when I was a junior in High School. I filled out a college application to Oral Roberts University in Tulsa, Oklahoma. I really wanted to go and become an elementary school teacher but things going on at home and my messed up mind and dealing with all the stress in my life at the time I decided not to go. But instead went to Job Corp to do something different and get paid for going to school.

I almost went to college through their too. Paid for and getting paid to go to college through Job Corp. Had everything plan. Was going to go Wilberforce College in Dayton, OH back in the 80’s and wanted the same thing to be a elementary teacher. But that was held up by the nurse at Job Corp thinking because I was on some anti anxiety pills that I would make it.

There were times that I thought I wasn’t good enough or strong enough to make it. But they don’t know me. I am determined to do something I do it.

Things are going on now that I never thought was going to happen. It even put me in a deep depression and one thing I know for sure is that now I am healed. I am determined now more than ever to grow and work something that others have said I would never make nothing out of and that I am with hard work and following what my mentor has been telling me for years and putting it  into action and not spending time on useless people and those not interested. If they were interested they would be contacting me and sitting down with me and asking me ?’s Not me keeping on seeking them out.