Lately, I have been struggling and have been through a lot if you haven’t read my Facebook page lately. But on a rainy day like today, God told me to share. He’s given me many words and many things to say to others over the last few years and at times I think it’s scary and that person doesn’t want to hear from me and that they may take it the wrong way.

But who am I to judge what the Lord says and who it wants to be told to. For God has created me as his vessel to communicate his words whether it be through writing or speaking. He is in control and not me. I have to remember that sometimes especially on the days that I want to win.

Lately in these past 6 months or so it’s been aching me. Since I have left Columbus, OH and the food pantry and the other things I did there. What I am suppose to do here in Freeport. I know that Dan and I were brought here for a purpose and a cause.But what Lord? It is becoming clear a bit each day and I am still not sure why.

I know that in Columbus,OH we ministered to others but this was not all. Here in Freeport were are in the biggest city of a rural area which we love. We are ministering more here on the internet than ever before. Sharing and pouring out our hearts to others and helping them along there journey.

At times I think that this is place where God has called me to write and share on my blog as well as on my Facebook page his goodness and his love. I know there is more and I am not finished but at least I can see a beginning to something that he created in me years ago.