As Many of you know, My real Daddy is in heaven and not here on earth. His birthday is the week on Tuesday. So the Lord today in church said to me I am your daddy.
Daddy means to me that he loves me and that he’s there for me when ever I need him and he is perfect.
This week has been rough for me personally.I couldn’t be teary eyed or crying or excited I had to be strong. When Dr Asner came into the consultation and told me that it was only shunt had to be turned. I was excited but I wasn’t able to show it because I had to share with everyone what was going on for many people were concerned of prayed for my dad.
But tonight during worship was my 1st time to really listen to him. I read through devotional and stuff on my Kindle while Dan was in surgery and got myself something to eat and drink.
Was saying some prayers and seeking him during the whole time.. I know that God is my Daddy and I can talk to him and cry with him and worship with him any way and anytime I want.
Many of you don’t know that I am a worshiper and God called me to be a worshiper whether by Dance or with flags or with even my hands. I may have startled the guy behind me because of my hands. But I was praising my way and I am not ashamed of it. I loved that I could be open with my Daddy and share with him how I felt and how I truly was and not being held up by church standards and church rules.
I Love you Daddy and thank you for showing up tonight.