Is it a thing or an item that you desperately need or is something more? Have you been search fulfillment and can’t find it?

The last 31 yrs with mess ups and such and thinking that God doesn’t love me and that He doesn’t care. I did some bad stuff but didn’t care because the world was out there and offered me lots of things. But something was missing? During the at time I married and divorced twice.

The first one, he was cheating on me and the second I cheated on him. It was til I found my current husband and the man of my dreams that I found part of a missing piece. But, it was just a small piece it wasn’t a big piece like the one that was there when I was little and protecting me and not the one who reached out when I was hurt and broke.

I was missing was God it wasn’t til 2001 and we moved to Peoria, IL our 1st year of marriage and 3 hours away from family that I found him and he was good to us and we had trials and obstacles but he was there to guide us.

In 2012 we moved to Ohio and met a good friend who helped me and my hubby to heal. We still faced trials and turmoils but nothing that he couldn’t handle with us. We still prayed and walked through things. Including my dad’s passing in 2015 and God showed me what a strong man of God he created in my hubby and I love him for it.

We moved back home in October and something was still not right.. We had floated from church to church that was until we found a church home that we love. We even got baptized over Easter and found a family that Loves us. Not that our other church families don’t we miss those we were close to daily. Some of those people have moved on.

But there is something about Crossroads and the people there and that the pieces of the puzzle are finally coming together and that I personal have found the missing pieces. There will be hard times but I have a family that will walk through them with me to do it.

Thank you Lord for finding the missing pieces