I say that because in the past few weeks it’s happened to me. I was with a company for almost 8 yrs and left for a bit and then came back and with move and all at this time I personally don’t feel it’s for me.

I have tried and have reached out to no avail but then I felt like I was going downhill instead of uphill. It didn’t feel right and things weren’t the same as before.

I lost some friends through coming back and at times wish I hadn’t done it. But I did I am now owing the company money which I will pay. But not right now, because it’s hard for me.

During this time, I am doing a lot of soul searching and seeking what my next step is. I am so close to being a leader in a new company that I am giving it my all.

So when I say I am disenchanted it means that the gumption or the fight isn’t there at the moment and I times I think it will never will be and other times it may. So I am not dissing anyone. I am just taking my time and learning about me. No pressure and just total enjoyment.