This past few months here with my hubby and him switching doctors and becoming comfortable with the doctors. Then new things come up that your not sure about and you start to ask all the ?’s

Most People would give up and not go through all the problems. I drive my hubby to all of his appointments and some are a bit away from home. But I am their by his side as he talks and ask ?’s and all that. Yes sometimes it gets irritating but I do it.

To me Divorce is not an option. Been there since the beginning of the diagnosis’s and will be there to the end. They are hard at times when you have no one you can talk to and unsure how to feel. I am sad in way to see the man I love be in pain and hurt and unsure. I don’t like that.

A lot of strong women like me would have said handle it yourself. I am going to do my own thing and you are on your own. But, the my vow to him was to be with him no matter what.

He is my life and yes I do love him and always will. He’s one person that understands me and helps me and keeps me on an even keel. There are  times the anger pops up and gets the best of me but I am trying to understand it all myself and do what I need to do to get my act and work together.