The past is the past and you don’t get a to go back and live there. I know I was there and there were hurtful things done and said by the both of us.

It’s time to get past that and live in the here and now and look to the future. Because the here and now is great and things are getting better. When you live in the past all you will do is hurt and keep that hurt bottled up inside of you. Which is not good for you or the person who hurt you or others that you hurt.

The other day I was excited. I got my 1st builder in my business that saw what I saw and did things that I did. I can see the dream come through. But, If I lived in the past I would see none of it. I would been where I was 8 1/2 yrs ago and never gone anywhere. Instead of where I am at now.. Looking to the future and to my home and to take trips and do things that would never happen if I were looking in my past.

I am super excited for the present and the things that God has for us and all the hard work that I have put in to get over the things that bother me. I do go and visit my mom and family and we have a good time. I do sense at time things from the past. But I don’t let that all come out. I pray and ask the Lord to forgive them and then move on.