We are studying this new book in Life Group aka Bible Study. If by Mark Batterson. It’s a good book and something I think everyone should read or listen to the series on Right now Media.

Since last night, I didn’t get to share because my hubby didn’t realize that I did have some regrets and hurts that he skipped me by. I thought I would share with you all.

I regret not waiting til marriage to have sex. But I was raped by the boy next door at 16 and it wasn’t fun. I also wish I wouldn’t have done the truth or dare with the neighbor boys when I was teen through truth or dare. Which now I regret.

I also regret not being a mom. I miss both of my kids. My daughter doesn’t reach out unless she needs or wants something even though I want to chat with her often. My Son I talk to often as you have read in past blogs. I share with him and at the end I always say give your mom a hug from me.

I regret not being able to be a teenager and do teenager things. I had to be an adult with 2 acholic parents. Mom leave for a week when you are Sweet 16 and not come back because she is on a drug/drinking binge and have an Extra-marital affair.

I regret Falling in love with men who didn’t care or give a damn about me. Especially my ex Ben. Who now lives in Florida.

But I thank God for my awesome future ahead and all the blessings that God has for me.