Just another day. I hate having a birthday around Christmas. Because I feel left out and never special. No one wanting to celebrate everyone is partied out from Christmas.

Deciding to write more an read and maybe find some good things to share. I love sharing good things.

2023 was a year of ups and downs. Praying for a new little one and then being told by my daughter that our relationship isn’t going to work out. Said to my sister that I was paying more attention to My gdaughter than anyone else. I was like so put off and being told that our relationship wouldn’t work and then blocked me from facebook and everything else.

It’s not fair. It was my birthday and this is the way i was treated and have been all my life like something that can be thrown away. It’s not right but I get through and write an read and talk myself through it. I took pictures of the day and everyone’s present. I did spend a lot of time on my gdaughter it was her 1at Christmas.

She thinks I need to spend time on more other people and I am like I did.. i talk with my sister and her husband as well as her boys and my brother.

There is a lot hurt between my mom and I and I working through that. I still plan to pray for my daughter and her healing that one day she will forgive and let me see my gdaughter and spend time with her and do things with her. I praised her and her boyfriend how they took care of the situation and how impressed I was.

So here’s to 2024 and to all the good things God has planned.