Wow!! Stop living in the past. See the future with open hearts and open eyes.

I will always be your mom no matter. I was there when the doctor says you wanted to come out face first and I was there when the doctor said you had a grapefruit size whole in heart. I was there to know that God healed you instead of open heart surgery.

I wanted to be there for your 1st step and your first word but I choose not to be. I know you were in good place and someone to take care of you. I jumped around a lot and I know that. But I know that I was saved and things are healing through my own personal journey and my own therapy.

I made a decision that was hard and you don’t understand because the brainwashed and was told many times to come live with us and then get what you want and then come back to grandmas and things will be better. I came to a point when you were a teen to say I am done with this.. and I wrote a letter to the court saying that I couldn’t handle it anymore and that I gave my mom a great gift of being your guardian as she had wanted a long time before.

You will always be my child and your child will always be my grandchild and nothing is going to change that. So when you come around or need something. This Mom of yours will be here to listen or to talk to or to pray with. I can love you all from a distance.. and when you choose I can love you in person too.

Love Always,

Mom