The last few years because of my hubby’s disability. I have had to buy my own Christmas and Christmas for me no longer a surprise.

I can’t see my granddaughter because my daughter is having problems with me and doesn’t want me to be influence in her life. Still trying to figure out why or what I did wrong.

This year I know my gifts and I did get the a secret Santa gift but that’s it.. I am sort of Sad and lonely and not feeling good but still going through the motions and making a good day out of it.

I Thank Jesus is the reason for season and all I do I do for him.