Mom your in the hospital today. In my heart I know your time here on earth is ending and I have peace with that.. I have forgiven you for the hurts and lies and mental abuse that I faced as a child and a young adult but in my heart is going to miss you. But I know that you did the best that you could do with what you were given.

I am so glad that we facetime last week and you could say that I am Ok and feeling and looking Good. You will always be in my heart and I love you dearly and I will miss you. Even though we hadn’t had the best relationship and I tried to shut you off and include you too.

But, I learned through God’s grace to forgive you and that has been a hard step but I have take to rebuild a relationship that was torn and broken into pieces from the past. I know God has been healing it these last few years and it’s been tough.

But, I send you off with peace and Love and know that no matter our lives will be together and we as your kids will be strong as strong can be.. We will keep you and your name in our memories always and know that we love you for who you were.

For today you left us with a big whole in our hearts but you know you were loved and that you were blessed. God know our hearts and minds and all the love we have for you.