I was at a friend’s house for praise and worship and prayers and one of the most uprisings thing was that I was asked to pray. The one thing that came out tonight was freedom.

Freedom from the past and freedom from the unknown and things that hurt you and things that you can’t control.

Most people won’t get this. But if you are a believer you will understand. Most of us if not all leave in fear of something and that something is something form the past.

For me personally, I have a lot of fears one is rejection and that is a big one.  It started for me when I was very young and I know that my mom  was  the one that rejected me at first because I wasn’t the son they wanted.

So that started. Well tonight as I was praying that came to the forefront more and more that one of the fears and the freedoms I need to break through is rejection and that is not an easy task.

For I have had it most of my life and when someone leaves me it feels like my heart has been stomped on and broken. Even though it may have been they rejected me but that they didn’t like something that may have not been a part of me I still hurt.

Well tonight I felt lead to write this as a way to help me walk through. It’s going to be a long road but each part I can see as freedom from rejection will help me tremendously.

So as I walk and write I ask that you be in prayer with me and for me that through my writing I may help others going through the same thing.

For God wants you to be free in all the aspects of your life and he wants the real you that he created.