Not sure where this is going.. But going with the Lord’s leading as I am typing this.  Have you ever tried to serve in a place where your not wanted? Or people didn’t think it would work out? Already placing blame and heartache on things that will never happen?

Well that has happened to me. And I knew it was coming and lord quickened my spirit to start looking for a place of our own and letting him lead and guide us.  But while we are here we are to be a servant and share God’s love with the people that live here.

It’s tough at times because this smoke filled house is at times hard for me to work in and hard for me to even breathe. Since I have been here I have been put on an inhaler and still that helps but I am still feeling at times I can’t breath.

But making through and sharing God’s love through it all.. I am really trying and really trying to get out of here. Not because I don’t love the people. I do and it’s time that we are on own and doing things that need to get hope.

Yes there are times that I don’t know my own strength and my sister in law gets mad but I say I am sorry. But what hurt was when she said get the F out of my house. When the house is actually in my in-laws house.

But I still with a servants serve both of the sisters. But I do it with love and gladness.