Family is hard. When you think it’s going great and things are going well then you get blocked on a post about an updated because you are told that the past hurts and stuff are in the way.

But you call and asked me to pray and have others pray for you and ask for blessings from the Father when you are capable to do it yourself.

Now that things are going well you block me again. It’s like you don’t believe and that your faith isn’t strong. But you blame it on the past and on things that you are holding on things from the past.

You don’t realize that I was blocked from you as you grew and that you came as an idea from someone and playing on my faith and my strength and the you went back when things got too real and that our relationship gets too much and then you go back.

It reminds me so much of some of us think that I will take God when I need it and then I will push it away when I don’t.

You don’t realize it hurts and that things shouldn’t be that way. For you understand you are a miracle and that you are continue prayers that you see God for who he is truly is and that God loves you and has been protecting you each step of your life.