Let me explain a bit.. My mom and Dad are both gone and my daughter is estranged and haven’t seen my granddaughter in 2 yrs. My son knows me but was adopted at 3 by someone else not by choice. My younger sister is trying to hold it all together with 2 autistic boys one who got a lot because of his dad and the other involved with internet and hasn’t held a job or anything and even lived with my mom for most of his life.

My younger brother in a nursing home with Parkinson’s due to his alcoholism and my youngest brother in Idaho with his wife and living his life.

Not Sure if they know that we still love them and that we still care. It’s like everything is scattered and there is no unity. That happened when my parents divorced and we never saw my mom’s parents or that side of the family at all.

My husband and I live in an apartment that we can’t afford and make it work and are working on moving in a month which is even harder because i am doing all and taking care of him and making sure that he is ok and loving on him. It’s a lot